Ninja Insulin #dblogcheck

You would think after close to 15 years on the pump I would know all the tricks of the trade, all the quirks of the pump, all of the sneakiness of insulin absorption…..but, nope.

I’ve come up with some blood sugar savers that really do work for me, though….like, when I change out an infusion set site, I used to ALWAYS have high blood sugars for hours afterwards. Thanks to a comment by Katy, I was encouraged to “ka-chunk” in a new site without removing the old one for a few hours, let it settle in & calm down, and then connect up the pump to the new site. Bells ringing, fireworks going off, and a ticker-tape parade later, I rarely have any post-site-change highs anymore, and when I do, they are due to other variables of life.

Sneaky, sneaky....

But lately, I’ve discovered a new brand of insulin….the Ninja Insulin. I swear, I take a bolus for a meal or correction, and go about my business, but my blood sugar remains slightly high. Then, I drink some water, or sometimes, even eat a couple grams of a carb, and whoa! Here comes that insulin out of nowhere, and suddenly I’m on a downward trend of blood sugar. It’s really weird. It’s like it’s been hanging out in the shadows of my bloodstream, just waiting for the right time to take effect. It’s a most puissant ninja.

Don’t forget to #dblogcheck today!!!!

4 Months Out with Stats and Goals

The last 4 months since my gastric sleeve surgery seem to have gone by in a blink, but also lasted forever. I MEANT to blog more, share more thoughts, daily challenges and such that I have gone through juggling Type 1 diabetes and having a new stomach through VSG, but wow – it’s like, I have 3 full-time jobs now…..1) The one that makes me money, 2) Type 1 diabetes, and 3) Learning how to eat/drink/take insulin/exercise/function normally with a stomach 1/4 of the size it used to be. And I still have a family and social life, and try to volunteer with JDRF and NC Schnauzer Rescue. It’s a LOT, and my brain hurts a little thinking about it.

I don’t have a ton of time to even write this, but wanted to sum up some current stats, accomplishments, results, and goals, in no particular order:

  •  I’ve lost 50 lbs, gone down 2 pant sizes, and at least 1 shirt size, maybe more (I tend to wear stuff a little loose anyways.)

    Cheese

    Happy me, with my ticket to see Duran Duran Unstaged (a concert film, of sorts) at a local movie theater. Sporting my FitBit, new hair-do, and go-get-em attitude.

  • My plantar fasciitis has improved 110% – I actually get out of bed in the mornings & put my feet on the ground *without pain*, and I only notice it if I’ve walked or stood still a lot throughout the day.
  • I need to exercise more, and build muscle – my energy level is still pretty low (only eating about 1,000 calories per day now), so I’m worried some of my weight loss is muscle.
  • My OB/Gyn recently diagnosed me with adenomyosis. We’ve got a treatment plan in place to hopefully correct it and allow me to remain fertile (and potentially have another baby sometime in the near future?)  Of course, the treatment involves progesterone, which tends to cause insulin resistance.
  • Speaking of insulin resistance, I’ve been taking less and less (and sometimes none) of my Metformin. I feel like my insulin resistance is starting to wane, but if the progesterone I start taking ends up raising my blood sugars, I may tweak things and take the Metformin along with the progesterone and see if they can cancel out each other.
  • I’ve gone from taking 100+ units of insulin per day – about 50 in basal and 50 in boluses – to around 50 units total per day (with 29 of that being in basal.) That should tell you how dramatically I’ve changed my eating habits & caloric intake. Low, low carb, baby.
  • Recent endocrinologist appointment yielded these results: BP = 124/72 – Back to normal for me, but right after surgery I had some serious *low* blood pressure.
    • A1C = 6.6 – Grrrr, it was 6.5 right before surgery, so it went up a smidge. BUT, I have ran high more than low recently, since I’m still tweaking basals and have had several days where I got dehydrated, or didn’t eat enough, and those tend to raise my blood sugar. Also, not many lows to bring down that number (which is a good thing!) I’m still working on getting into this new groove with my stomach, so I’m not going to beat myself up about this too much.
    • Cholesterol = 169, Triglycerides = 69, HDL = 56, LDL = 99.  LDL/HDL Ratio = 1.8. !!! ROCKED it, since I’ve been hanging out with a cholesterol of around 200 for years now.

GOALS for the upcoming next 6 months:

  • Exercise, exercise, exercise. I’ve been pretty good about walking a lot, using my exercise bike, going to the gym, and am way more active than before, but still have to get in a groove for strength training. I’ve GOT to build more muscle, but the challenge is still feeling like I have enough energy.
  • Lose 30-40 more pounds. I’m trying to be realistic here. Even though in 4 months I’ve lost 50 pounds, the weight loss is already slowing down. It is the nature of this surgery. It is a “tool”, not a forever fix. I still have work to do.
  • Drink more water, eat more vegetables. I know that sounds simple, but when you get full really fast, and thus, feel like you’re eating all day long just to get in enough protein, it’s hard to work in vegetables and also fluids, since I am not supposed to drink for 30 minutes before or after eating.

Next blog post will hopefully be soon, and will be about recent bloodwork (a comprehensive panel of about 8,000 things)  done by my surgeon. I am suspicious that I have low vitamin D, and possibly low Iron (hence, the fatigue and lack of energy.) I am taking vitamins and supplements out the wazoo, but still, I just feel lacking the majority of the time, and desperately want to feel more energetic. I’m sure it’s partially due to the minimal carbs and calories I consume, but it would be nice to know if there are any other underlying reasons.

Don’t Jinx It #dblogcheck

NEVER say, “lows have not been an issue,” or by gosh you will immediately have them EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. I’ve been fighting late day-into-the-night crashes every day since Saturday. I know exactly why – ye olde monthly female visitor has whacked out my hormones, and gone overboard with reducing my insulin resistance. Yay, for reducing insulin resistance! Boo, for causing me to have to drink milk and juice boxes at the most inopportune of times. The female reproductive system just adds even more of a juggling act into the work I’m already doing to manage blood sugars and food intake with this new stomach of mine.

Last week, I was just swimming along, started into being able to eat a “soft, mechanically altered” diet (yum!!), and have been so happy to get to eat the most extensive variety of foods that I’ve had in the past 5+ weeks since before prepping for sleeve surgery. (It’s still not a full regular diet, but I’m getting there!) However, the added tastes and nutrition have not come without their challenges.

Last night's dinner

Last night’s dinner – a couple tablespoons of hummus, and some Trader Joe’s Wine Country Chicken Salad with Cranberries and Pecans. (I tried to avoid the pecans, since technically, they are not “soft food.”) DELICIOUS! And I still didn’t finish all of this…..

Because I’m not relying as heavily on protein shakes and mixes in order to get in protein now, I have to work REALLY hard to make sure each meal has a high % of lean protein as my primary source of nutrition. Then, I also need to add in some soft vegetables, and a teensy-weensy bit of fruit here and there.  I track everything in MyFitnessPal, so I can see how many grams of protein I get in a day (needs to be between 60-120g), how many carbs, calories, etc. I also look at vitamins and minerals, and 2 places where I continue to struggle to get in enough is Iron and Vitamin C. With the Iron, I’m sure it’s because I’m still not consuming as much pure meat as I used to. And with the Vitamin C, I limit my fruits SO much because of the sugar spikes I will inevitably get, so I know I’m lacking there. I have been drinking a lot of Vitamin Water Zeros to try to add in more Vitamin C, AND it helps keep me hydrated as well because I’m supposed to be drinking 64 ounces+ of fluids everyday. It’s a LOT to juggle, just making sure I’m getting nutrition, fluids, taking all my vitamins and supplements each day, keeping my blood sugars in check, and oh yeah – shouldn’t I be exercising?

Argh. My energy level is still so low, but in my follow-up visit with my surgeon last week, he said it was necessary for me to start doing some strength training now, so I don’t waste muscle instead of burning fat. And more muscle will help me burn more fat. I want that, for sure! Went last night with a friend, and signed up for a local “anytime” gym, so that I can find the best time of day to go that works for me. Probably mornings, if I can drag myself out of bed. More on the exercise topic (and challenges) in a later post.

So far, I’ve lost a little over 25 pounds since starting the liquid diet before surgery. I don’t want to jinx it! Every day, I see the scale move just a little more, and it is very motivating. But in order to keep up the momentum, I HAVE to exercise, whether I have the energy or not. Most days, I’m only getting in 600-700 calories, but I will need to up that when I exercise, I’m sure.

I will carry juice boxes everywhere.

(Today is #dblogcheck day!  http://tobesugarfree.com/2014/07/21/dblogcheck-is-tomorrow/)

 

 

Gastric Sleeve Surgery and Blood Sugars

I’ve had a handful of surgeries in the past 20 years since being diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes, and there are a few tips and tricks I’ve learned that have helped immensely:

  1. I want to be the FIRST surgery of the morning. Since you’re supposed to stop eating/drinking anything at midnight the night before, it’s much easier to manage blood sugars for a short amount of time in the morning before a surgery rather than attempt to manage sugars all day on an empty stomach, risk potential lows you might have to treat with food/drink, thus negating the whole not-eating-after-midnight thing.
  2. Better to risk running high than running low. The night before surgery, I usually cut back my basal rate to about half of what it normally is. I don’t do any corrections for high blood sugar unless it starts running over 200. Then, I very conservatively correct – again, give myself about half of what I normally would to correct it.
  3. FILL OUT PAPERWORK ahead of time that says YOU take responsibility as soon as possible after surgery for your own diabetes/insulin/blood sugar management. No nurse or doctor knows how to work my insulin pump and CGM better than I do, and I had no desire to go back to getting injections at the whim and on the time-frame of nurses who don’t understand MY diabetes.
  4. Take at least 1 brightly colored piece of paper with you that states you are type 1 and notes your management regimen. For example, mine said, “TYPE 1 DIABETIC, on Insulin Pump and Continuous Glucose Monitor (CGM.) Please NO acetaminophen – it disrupts my CGM.”  This worked very well for me during this stay – had several nurses comment that it was very helpful for them to see that in my chart and know it immediately when they were treating me. (It also led to several educational moments where nurses had never seen a CGM before, so of course, I showed them and explained the whole she-bang.)
  5. Ask if it’s OK for that surgery to keep on your insulin pump port-site, and/or your CGM sensor. For my c-section, my OB preferred I didn’t have anything foreign on my skin or body, but for this surgery (since it was obviously way higher up on my torso), every nurse, doctor, and anesthesiologist I talked to said I could keep them on.

Now, onto gastric sleeve surgery …..that morning of surgery, I kept my pump hooked up  – running on 1/2 my usual basal rate – and also kept my CGM sensor on and the receiver with me until the very last minute when they were going to wheel me back to the operating room. Then, I relinquished my pump and CGM receiver to my husband for safe-keeping.

IV, Pump, and CGM, oh my!

I was running in the 180s right before surgery, which was perfectly fine with everyone involved.
Immediately post-surgery in recovery, I have no idea what my blood sugars were there – I was just trying to get reoriented and awake from anesthesia, and make sure they gave me some more pain meds. Thankfully, they got enough pain meds into me fast enough so I wasn’t very uncomfortable for long. Waking up from a surgery – always surreal for me.

Once I was in my own room and my husband gave me back my CGM and pump, I fingerstick tested (just to calibrate the CGM for good measure), and I was somewhere around 270. I knew I wouldn’t be eating or drinking anything for the rest of the day, so I wanted to be very careful about correction bolusing. I gave myself about 1/2 of what I thought I needed to bring it down to 150. Waited a couple hours. I had a decently steady downward-heading arrow on the Dexcom, so I just kept doing little correction boluses until I got down to 150, then I stopped.

Amazingly, for the next 24 hours, I had steady and decent blood sugars. Of course, I consumed literally NOTHING on the day of surgery – not even a sip of water (thank goodness I was on IV fluids, but my mouth felt like a desert.) And the following day, I could start on clear liquids, but that meant broth, water, sugar-free lemonade, and the like that had zero carbs and minimal calories. You can see my Dexcom graphs below, but it doesn’t show what I was doing with my insulin and boluses. Short answer = I kept my basal rate at close to 1/2 of what it used to be (for me, that is 1 unit per hour), and made only teeny tiny correction boluses here and there (of like, 0.5 unit)  if my sugar started sneaking upwards.

Day of surgery graph

Day of surgery blood glucose graph, from 12 midnight to 12 midnight. NO food or drink.

Day after surgery graph

Day after surgery blood glucose graph – on clear liquids only.

Now, the 3rd day after surgery, I was allowed to start on “full” liquids again, which meant the nasty protein shakes, 1% milk, sugar-free Jello, chicken broth, sugar-free Popsicles, and all that sort of stuff.
That is when blood sugar management got….interesting. The second I had a protein shake that morning with milk in it, my blood sugar RACED up to the  mid-200s. Seriously, it was like dawn phenomenon, the breakfast spike, and who knows what else all came into play at once.  You know how many carbs were in that shake? Like, a measly 13g. And the spike happened after I’d taken only maybe 2 or 3 sips, so I’d be surprised if I had consumed 1g of carbs at that point.

Spikey spikey

On full liquids, “breakfast” spike and subsequent calm-down over the course of each day. My graphs looked like this for several days, until I let the Metformin kick in again AND started bolusing at least a little something well-before I started sipping on my breakfast.

  • Note: I had not returned to taking my Metformin, but decided to start back after a couple of days of these spikes. Realization? My insulin-resistance wouldn’t just suddenly disappear after surgery, it would take time to lose some weight and hopefully get it down that way.
  • Another note: On all liquids, whatever I intake now hits my system *almost immediately*, and I had gotten into the habit of bolusing right when I eat, using dual-wave boluses, etc. Nope, NOW I need to bolus well *ahead* of eating/drinking, so that the insulin has some time to get into my system before I consume something that takes zero time to digest.
  • Crap, one more note: I waited a couple days post-surgery before I reset my basals back to the rates they were before surgery. With the weird spikey spikey happening, I guessed (correctly) that I needed a higher basal rate back again, regardless.

I hope this is all making some sort of sense. Today, I’ve actually had a pretty decent blood sugar day, and my spike this morning was not nearly as bad! I am hoping I’ve turned a corner in understanding how fast my stomach is digesting things now, and can take insulin accordingly/ahead of time to help stave off that spike. BUT, I know things will be changing in the weeks to come as I introduce “regular” food back into my diet. For reference, here is the upcoming schedule of how I am working up to eating regular food again while my stomach heals from surgery:

Bariatric diet stages post-surgery

It’s going to be a wild ride on the roller coaster of blood sugars, I’m sure! 🙂

Even more notes: I am NOT a doctor or medical professional of any kind, and am just sharing my personal experience. Individual bodies are different, and just because this is how MY body is working as a Type 1 post-surgery for gastric sleeve, it doesn’t mean that everyone else’s will work this exact same way! Your Diabetes May Vary. 

 

Over and Over – Poetry Tuesday #DBlogWeek

Over and over and over and over

Wake up to beeping, toss away sleeping
over and over.
Poke sore fingers, high sugar lingers
over and over.
Bolus in a rage, fight through the haze
over and over.
Sit down to eat, just want to weep
over and over.
Crash in my head, don’t know what I said
over and over.
Hope for a cure, commit to endure
over and over.
Find another way, live through the day
over and over.

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Change the World…because We Are the World (of diabetes) #DBlogWeek

I’m keeping today’s first Diabetes Blog Week post pretty short and sweet, since I recently posted about CGM coverage for Medicare patients (or rather, the lack thereof) and that is one big top-of-mind issue that gets me riled up, and makes me spin on my head when people don’t understand how life-changing and life-saving a CGM can be for a person.

The second thing that I continue to feel is really important in diabetes circles is *talking about it.* Talking about what works for us in diabetes care/management. Talking about what doesn’t work. Giving tips, tricks, suggestions.

Sure….the majority of us are NOT medical professionals, but we have become professionals at staying alive with this crazy disease. It’s so nice to talk to others about it, commiserate, get that feeling of camaraderie from one another. (Which is why I signed up lickety-split for the Diabetes UnConference in Vegas for March 12-15 next year! I. Can’t. Wait!!!)

One thing that gets to me, and tends to make me shy away for a bit from the DOC as a whole is when a rift happens, and  people get defensive or hurt or offended at our multitude of differing opinions on various things – like posting their A1c numbers or BG goals, using a pump/not using a pump, using a CGM/not using a CGM, or using whichever pump or CGM, or whatever-in-the-world-it-is-that-is-different with regards to our personal diabetes management strategies. I think we in the DOC are, as a general rule, a “helpful” lot of people. We can all have dramatically different opinions about the same things that affect us all because of that multitude of common, yet variable, experiences. At the end of the day, we all are individuals trying to save ourselves or our loved ones, and if we’ve learned nothing from diabetes, the one thing we HAVE learned is Your Diabetes May Vary. Let’s all continue to support each other, and lay off on the attacks. We ARE the world we know in the Diabetes Online Community….we are the ones to make a brighter day, so let’s keep advocating, together 🙂

(gosh, that song always makes me want to stand up and sing at the top of my lungs – so much awesome!)

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Wordless Wednesday – Take THAT

Suck it, diabetes!

(I also like to make this face when my diabetes has been misbehaving. If my Dexcom goes off ONE MORE TIME in the middle of the night because of a low or high, I might just lose it. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever sleep a straight 6-8 hours ever again.)